Blog & quotation

 

we can admire each other's beauty and live a happy life, or we can condemn each other's shortcomings and everybody be ugly..

 

There's no fast lane or slow lane or right way or wrong way but just do it and keep doing it...

 

To endure pain in the present is to embrace delight in the future

 

I keep running thinking I'll be fast, but when I look back I'm behind... all I can say is I enjoy the running.


Humans like animals i think,

will keep running until collapse,
breathe until gasping,
eat until so full and getting sick,
drink so much until pass out,
race until hitting something,
laugh until exhaustion,
sing until being heard,
knocked until allowed enter,
swim until reaching shore...

 

 

Existencelism - how to be having the feeling of existence in this time and space? buy looking? feeling? talking? feedback? other told you? buying? selling? hearing?..

 

 

I want to live a fulfilling life, i want to try, i want to like, i want to taste, i want to see, i want to hear, i want to speak, i want to smell, i want to touch, i want to dance, i want to move, i want to tell, i want to listen, i want to go, i want to come home, i want to make, i want to write, i want to type, i want to communicate, i want to look, i want to share, i want to drive, i want to travel, i want to pose, i want to be seen, i want to roar, i want to kiss, i want to sniff, i want to feel, i want to be still, i want to be heard, i want to breathe, i want to drink, i want to eat, i want to go to toilet, i want to inhale, i want to exhale, I want to hack, i want to punch, i want to jog, i want to run, i want to surf, i want to pan, i want to ride, i want to cycle, i want to swim, i want to paddle, i want to sleep, i want to dream, i want to dress, i want to be naked, i want to shower, i want to be wet, i want to blow, i want to rest, i want to think, i want to attend, i want to participate, i want to click, i want to buy, i want to sell, i want to negotiate, i want to pay, i want to collect, i want to give, i want to cry, i want to mumble, i want to shout, i want to stay, i want to throw, i want to roll, i want to stand, i want to bow, i want to jump, i want to relax, i want to sit, i want to turn, i want to play, i want to create, i want to help, i want to receive, i want to yawn, i want to speak, i want to wait, i want to fight, i want to scare, i want to visit, i want to pilot, i want to skate, i want to arrive, i want to depart, i want to meet, i want to pack, i want to pick, i want to find, i want to be wanted, i wanted to want, i want to press, i want to ask, i want to scan, i want to withdraw, i want to settle,i want to claim, i want to draft, i want to drift, i want to read, i want to paint, i want to sculpture, i want to demolish, i want to saw, i want to hammer, i want to scratch, i want to hit, i want to carrass, i want to stroke, i want to wander, i want to reach, i want to believe, i want to step, i want to lay, i want to lie, i want to talk, i want to argue, i want to push, i want to pull, i want to punish, i want to be punish, i want to sing, i want to howl, i want to wipe, i want to weep, i want to stop, i want to pause, i want to lick, i want to embrace, i want to tie,to want to lock, i want to unlock, i want to untie, i want to test, i want to react, i want to board, i want to unload, i want to load, i want to dictate, i want to order, i want to be, i want to let go, i want to left behind, i want to leave, to want to yell, i want to cheer, i want to celebrate, i want to consume, i want to dive, i want to be single, i want to marry, i want to sip, i want to fuck, i want to ejeculate, i want to hide, i want to apologise, i want to remember, i want to mention, i want to paraphase, i want to lecture, i want to kill, i want to swallow, i want to clean, i want to absorb, i want to wash, i want to dislike, i want to glide ...

 

 

I living in an area where herds of wild buffalos also live and raise their families.. it is by far the most peaceful way that wild animals live with humans, and that's the best thing humans can hope for.. there has been a number of incidents whereby cars or trucks hit the herd of buffalos and kill them, and these incidents are completely preventable..

 

 

Dancers are the most discernible artists, the art comes from the full body with no place to hide, there's no way to cheat..

 

 

I suddenly recall my oh so important 1st interview at td bank.. among the at least 3 interviews with bank staff.. there was one guy who ask a lot of routine job interview questions, but the one question that most interested him was: .. Jimmy, on your resume you have this "Ontario 4 X 4 Club", what is it anyway? i'm most interested ...

Feeling energetic recently, yet unsettling, mindful of childhood, what's lacking and what not..
 

 

Over the years i've being searching remedies to compensate for the real thing, and it has caused many agony and worries from people near me..
what's my problem you asked?
my problem is lack of fatherly and brotherly love and manly peers togetherness in childhood... and overpowered by mother with spanking and bodily harm and pain...

 

 

Being asked to sign a Get Well Soon card without knowing the details of the illness? is like chewing a fibreboard and imagining it's a piece of steak..

I just wonder what's the use of signing the card if you are not told the details... what exacting are we sharing? taking comfort someone sign on a card? caring universally without any specifics? take comfort to know that someone out there hear our cry blessings? or just a ritual, props on a stage like making a play for others to see? sometimes we do things we don't buy the idea fully but for convenience we just do it to get rid of it out of mind..

 

 

Some comments from visitors.. paintings a bit 悲凉。。
the paintings are so gay !! But it's ok, I don't mind !

 

 

A real artist have no retirement..that's y I call myself.. art lover

 


Puna Bausch said..dance dance or we're lost
Steve jobs said.. Be silly be hungry
I'm totally lost, silly and hungry😛:-)
Just passionate..

 


I was always being asked..why wear shorts all the time??
because I like the feeling.. a bit cold... like as if still hoping and working towards goal..還在追求的感覺。。that why I never like to be a teacher. or a reporter, or a coach, or photographer... I want to be a participant, running running to getting what I want, but keep wanting and running..
有心有力,繼續追求